Voice of Gaia www.theacademyofhealingarts.com Newsletter October 2007
Blessings From Kimberly...............
In the Planets............In keeping with the season of turning leaves and palpable change, prepare to embrace renewal this fall! The biggest upheaval heading your way will be Mercury's retrograde. Need help figuring out what your next big move should be? Do you need to solve a puzzle, find a solution or get to the bottom of something? Every decision counts more than ever from October 11 onward. When Mercury -- planet of communication -- pedals backward in intense Scorpio, little will stop you from acting out your deepest desires. Contemplate, but don't dwell, on the past. Figure out your feelings before Halloween, because once Mercury goes direct on November 1, you won't be able to focus your energies so effectivel
In the midst of the outer planet energies swirling around us at this time, Chiron, (the wounded healer) squaring Mercury(the messager) as it stations retrograde on the 11th, represents the increasing consciousness of painful past patterns of conditioning that are ripe for review and discard, especially with the liberating symbolism of Jupiter and Uranus at our disposal right now. The important mid-month configurations remind us also that our own personal transformation will, as in one piece of a holographic image, effect a corresponding change in the world around us. We can choose to keep on making ourselves miserable, that is certainly one choice, or we can join a movement toward freedom from the past. Letting go of our grip on dysfunction is the key to happiness, in this or any other situation, but especially so in these climactic times.
This is a time for Celebration and Joy. In this month, you will feel the ascension or "lift" in your consciousness as a Joy and Lightness of Heart and Spirit. You will feel the Divine Feminine in her Solar aspect as Creative Energy and Joy as you anchor your Consciousness fully into the Harmonic Universal Matrix of the New Earth.No soul is bound by any universal law to remain with any person, any group or any situation if the Soul no longer chooses it to be so. When the Soul chooses not to be so because that cycle is complete, that pathway has been fulfilled, nothing more to be done and when that is not honored that is when the problems set in. Dis-eases state will occur. The soul is creating a way out of the situation and the physical human is olbiding it’s obligation to the Soul. The heart chakra fragments immensely as well and this is what causes many heart wounds which influence ones ability to integrate the full power of love. We mourn for selflove and the world sorrow carries on.
Healing Self with Compassion and Forgiveness.....................
Last month I wrote about witnessing the Inner Awakening Matrix and the Wounds of Humanity.This is a follow up on the information. http://innerawakeningmatrix.blogspot.com Here's my Blog if you want to read the full article.
How and when where the wounds created?
When I ask this question the first time I received just keep writing stay focused and the answer will come. Two mornings later I awoken about 5 am and it was revealed to me. I was questioning life and an issue of my own. I was going through my organs releasing the webbing of the Inner Locked Matrices I thought why did I take this on, how did I do this and I heard.”Out of your own stubbornness, from the first time you didn’t forgive yourself”. I had an inner vision and I saw the web being knitted every time I felt the same emotion and didn’t release through forgiveness it made another loop in the net. The wounds of humanity are actually created when we edge out god-self from embracing and forgiving ourselves. The damage occurred when first act of non forgiveness came about. The subject of self forgiveness was relinquished and left out of life's equation. Every act of forgiveness is part of relationship to self. We seldom give our permission to have less than perfect outcomes in our lives. Being less than perfect is part of the false impression for the course of our human experiences and lessons. We learn our life lesson's through trial and error. If we continue to judge ourselves constantly, we will overlook the path of self forgiveness and the reward of authenticity.
This ache can linger for years. Then it becomes a pattern that reflects in all situations. We feel we could have done better or we should’ve. We judge ourselves for things as small as not remembering .We make excuses, because we don’t believe our truth was good enough. We don't allow ourselves to be humanly compassionate to ourselves. We plague ourselves with the thoughts of why,why,why and believe that we have to hold on so we won’t create the same err again. This creates the initial vibration which continues to build frequency every time we feel the same emotion we collect and hold on, our organs become a courdan and we lock it in with the web. Maybe that’s what the phrase “Oh the webs we weave’, is interfering to?
What is forgiveness? Forgiveness is the act of the act of pardoning somebody for a mistake. Accepting the actions of yourself or others which you felt were harmful or negative based on your personal perception.
We are our own worst enemy in our own victim hood. We may believe that holding and harboring grudges does harms way to another person. We are in fact damaging self by covering up a fear under our own anger. Anger is not the final emotional destination we have when we are upset with some one. Underneath any anger are additional fears that we bury and play hide and seek with grasping to understand ourselves. True healing of our relationship to others can be accomplished trough forgiveness and understanding this was created from our own fear. Course of miracles teaches where are only two feelings Love and Fear and Fear is lack of love. What is so hideous within the self that we must conceal? It is the untruth we carry, the belief that we are separate and inherited flaws.
Self forgiveness is so very essential to releasing humanity from its trespasses.
Tremendous energy is expended to suppress the feelings we have about our own short comings. If we forgive whatever we judge as inferior within ourselves, this can set free the many ties that bind us from experiencing happiness. Wounds not forgiven are carried by the soul into the next life hood. Forgiveness is the opportunity to heal future, release the past and experience of true joy of living in the moment fully present in our truth.
Our authentic truth, not the made up pretend truth, the perceived truth of what we think others want us to say, nor the protective truth that we speak because we think it is the "their truth". We are only holding back our truth to protect ourselves from giving our power away. This is an illusion self postulated. No one can take our power, we give it away in the moment we give our energy to some external force. We deny our truth , take on the energy of another,renounce self, disempower our being, and our knowing of inner truth, this yields victim hood. No one can perpetuate victim hood but self. Maybe we gave our power away to be liked or accepted or because we feared the true power of self knowledge. Somewhere, some how we believed we should endure such grief. Maybe we come to this lifehood with the belief that we where separate in some way. Maybe it’s not pain but growth of self realization. Resolving the polarity is the key of healing.
This polarity can hold us back from spiritual and personal growth. What keeps us going back and forth? What drives our inner struggle? Sometimes we feel alone or that we're the only one with a particular issue. This is a false reality or illusion. We have all come from the same source. As humans we are all interconnected within the same field of energy. Each of us has similar core issues too. They are buried beneath the surface. This information is accessed by the subconscious mind knows this and can create fears. Fear that we are separeted from God and inherently flawed everyone has or has had these issuses, As an individual we have unique experiences that cause the accumulation of other secondary fears, beliefs, and perceptions of life. Our unique experiences create a world specific to us which can be negative or positive (fear or faith). Of course our daily lives are full of both types of moments.
We must have greater faith in ourselves and compassion for others to release the fears that take so much energy from our lives. It can be easier to walk the path on our journey if we understand everyone shares the same core issues. We can stand in allowance of self and merge into compassion for humanity.
We actually store these wounds within our organs which act as an energy reservoir which hold on to the emotional energy. A blockage occurs when a pattern is established by a collection of events we froze and locked in. We didn’t use our energy to transmute; there was an inference in the pattern of the sequencing of energy. A block is created in the neuro receptors and physical and chemical imbalance occurs within the human instrument. This sets up an intrinsic pathway. A known path found in body part....,.So how do we release the path of no intrinsic value? One way to do this is, disengage the energy with another frequency, a different vibration. The vibration of Light and seal it with sound by toning. Sound this hidden power is limitless, and holds an amazing ability to heal and transform. Toning and Sound: Toning is a technology and Light language for the multi-dimensional transmission of Light, color, codes, and geometries. Toning is a process of using these vibrations with the purpose to create healing within you, others and the planet.
So simply listen to your Song Soul and you will Sing the song of the Harmonic Universal Matrix।
Blessings Kimberly
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